Nothing Tastes Better Than Thin.: Archive

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Dec 29th

1 note

I’m reading Wintergirls online because mom won’t let me buy the book. it makes me want to find every girl within a thousand miles who has an eating disorder and hold her and just let her cry if she’s strong enough to let tears fall. I remember when it was me. I remember when everything in that book applied to me. I understand the author immediately. and I wish someone...

Dec 24th

Please everyone read this. :3

Yeah. It’s been months. Probably almost a year since I’ve actually CARED about this blog. You know what my problem is? Letting go. Every moment I’ve breathed since I was a recovered anorexia nervosa victim, I have let this eating disorder define me. I’ve told people about it, people I can trust, but there’s no need for me to make excuses… “Oh I’m...

Dec 17th

5 notes

hello lovelies!

I literally have had barely the slightest time between getting home and getting to sleep lately, and that’s why I haven’t truly been keeping this since school began. I plan on using it more often c:

Nov 27th

13 tags

Nov 23rd

12 tags

Nov 17th

6 notes

Nov 5th

717 notes

Nov 5th

7,828 notes

Nov 5th

21,438 notes

Nov 5th

827 notes

Nov 5th

18,894 notes

Nov 5th

52 notes

I would much rather just leave this earth forever

Nov 1st

Oct 30th

2,810 notes

Oct 29th

480 notes

Oct 29th

303 notes

Oct 29th

15,976 notes

Oct 29th

1,065 notes

Oct 28th

5,974 notes

I deserve to be left hate mail for not logging on...

Oct 28th

2 notes

Oct 15th

265 notes

I’ve decided that I no longer want to starve and I no longer want to binge and purge. No, now I just want to not be alive. I’m constantly itching to go to sleep. And not wake up.

Oct 15th

Oct 12th

2,461 notes

Oct 12th

5,639 notes

Oct 12th

2,704 notes

Oct 12th

1,052 notes

fucked up today. (in terms of eating)

gonna be forced to fuck up tomorrow unless I blatantly starve, cause I’m going to the fair. tomorrow is UGH busy. today was also busy, just ugh. I’m working out tonight, obviously, but yeah it won’t make up for it.

Oct 12th

3,983 notes

Oct 11th

129 notes

Oct 11th

1,763 notes

Oct 11th

281 notes

Dress shopping today= utter fail.

Again tomorrow. No caffeine/carbonation in what is it now, 3 weeks? Dang. :) almost ready to give in to Diet coke<3 Got little droidy back, so I’ll be blogging like crazy again now :) So yeah on a major health kick. More on that tomorrow when I’m degrading myself in front of mirrors! I’ll have lots of time on my hands… g’night :)

Oct 11th

so, new shit in my life:

got my new phone. FINALLY. got a new therapist…. c: goin’ camping, but I can tumblr. cause i have my phone back now. oh joyous occasion i’m first chair flute <3 sang in the talent show today… :) haven’t talked to k in…. i stopped counting after 3 weeks. don’t know where we stand or if I’m just over-analyzing things. i want to be so fucking...

Oct 8th

I just had a pretty big realization.

Why the fuck do I care whether what I write or post (or rather, how unfortunately sparingly i post things) makes me lose a follower? if I post some shit about my life and what’s going on, why the fuck do I care how many notes it will get if it’s made me feel better getting it out? I don’t care anymore. I’ve been through some shit lately, and I prepared to write it. whether...

Oct 7th